2001
Advice to a Young Artist
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I first thought of writing this after an interview in which an author was reverentially asked, ‘Sir, what would be your advice to a young artist?’ The author turned his nose up and gave a pat, patronizing answer but the question stayed with me. How would I answer it? I didn't have an audience of young artists in mind. I began with little notes and they grew organically. I considered naming this, more aptly, Notes to Myself, but then opted in favor of honoring the inspiration. I wrote and abandoned the first draft in 1997. Such writing is best thought of as 'under construction'; still, with some reluctance, I publish here an updated version accrued over a few years. I trust it'll serve as a quiet record of a personal history. (
—Dec 2001)
"Set thine house in order, for
thou shalt die and not live." —Hezekiah (king of Judah at Jerusalem, 8th cent. BCE)
1. Introduction
Perhaps you too will begin your artistic journey with memories of innocence, a private rage, or a heartfelt lament — you’ll offer yourself to the world; you’ll be sincere and you’ll complain too much; you’ll worry about nobility of thought, form and proportion, elegance and universality; you’ll see disproportionate value in early discoveries and have too many answers; you’ll judge readily, parade second-hand truths, won’t recognize your own clichés; with applause from certain quarters you may even think it deserved; you’ll wallow in the heady voluptuousness of absurdity and freedom, propagate unexamined biases, glorify alien traditions, or your own.
Unfortunately, the result would be
less akin to art, more to the dynamics of masturbation. With some luck,
and horror, you’ll realize your immense mediocrity. Do not despair, or
indulge in self-pity—reconcile and improve your mind; get that
old-fashioned self-knowledge thing going. In this long ramble, I offer my
two pesos worth on the matter. Be warned, tomorrow is another day—these
are tentative ruminations, not an attempt to bell the cat!
2. On culture, prejudice, identity
Culture, according to historian Jacob Burckhardt, ‘is the sum of all that has spontaneously arisen for the advancement of material life and as an expression of spiritual and moral life—all social intercourse, technologies, arts, literature, and sciences. It is the realm of the variable, free, not necessarily universal, of all that cannot lay claim to compulsive authority.’ Culture is nothing but a collective response in a particular time and place, including not only its visible side but also its elusive underside—myths, anxieties, humor, repressions, prejudices.♣ Examine the prodigious
multiplicity of cultural expression. You may find that, beneath them,
there are only a handful of elemental responses.♣ Consider this carefully: are some responses better than others? Why?
Peoples and nations routinely create
fictional identities for others, rarely without value judgments some
more dehumanizing than others. This often springs from a need for
self-affirmation than from representing others fairly. Over time, this
fiction becomes a kind of popular truth, framed around an us and them. Differences of culture and values are equated with innate good
and bad in our and their natures: this is prejudice. It
lurks within us all and it takes enormous conscious effort, of education
and experience, to correct it. Cultural relativism too is disingenuous for
it’s not that criticism of cultural practices is improper but that it must
be done with learning, and without any prejudice rooted in a
silent belief that people are built differently, apart from the historical process. Prejudice is born when
we accept a prettified, blinkered history of ‘our people’, and believe it
was inevitable; or when we’re inclined to opinion but loathe to revision. In them, we fail
to recognize cultural practices that are variations of our own, we deny them our virtues. With invisible pegs we impose visible borders.
So for instance, the mass media in
the West continues to propagate an atavistic stereotype of Islam. An
average man from modern Cairo, Baghdad or Damascus is variously imagined
as—paraphrasing Edward Said from Orientalism
—a
Bedouin on a camel, a religious extremist simply because he adheres to
Islam, a mustachioed sheik leering from behind an oil pump, someone who
routinely abuses two of his three wives, a gun toting terrorist, and the
like. Essentially, someone primitive, incapable of nuanced thought,
irrational, lecherous, cruel, a colorful scoundrel in strange clothes, an
over-sexed fiend lusting for wholesome white flesh. In short, a lesser
human being. Them less civilized than Us.
The heart of darkness lies elsewhere! This is not just a Western
malady and casteism is not just an Indian one. Hasty, reductive judgment
of people based on speech, custom, faith, sex, etiquette, profession,
nationality, or place of origin is endemic—altogether, a
nefarious corruption of the soul. People uniquely mix faults and merits;
they’re indeed a function of their givens but not entirely
determined by it, and always capable of a functional morality. Learn,
therefore, to see each person with fresh eyes.
Decolonization of the mind takes
time; don't let your history remain a burden, or a false prop. Live many
cultures, be of many cultures, aspire to being a citizen of the world.
Reduce your emotional distance from as many peoples as possible, not just
from the historically deprived.
Travel to know the character of many
places, in the process refine your own—what
they call the inner journey. Indulge your nomadic urges, succumb to the
lure of faraway places, let a million pictures riot in your brain. ‘[T]ravel is more than the seeing of sights; it is a
change that goes on, deep and permanent, in the ideas of living.’♣ Understand how others see
themselves and the impact history has on people. Neither homeliness, nor
the rootless state, is worth glorifying per se. Examine the cultural
heritage that your upbringing denied you; attempt to understand moral
worlds different from your own. This’ll teach you more about when to say a
story is good.
Personal identity is shaped by
unique, subjective factors. Supplant your need to judge with a need to
understand the multiplicity of truth. This’ll lead you to a weathered sort
of liberalism; your urge to take sides on every local debate will reduce;
at times, you’ll see less value in the answers. Life is not this thing, or
that thing, or one thing, or another thing. Unlike the capacity to choose
sides in a conflict, the ability to live amid contradictions requires
character.♣ Learn to accept, if with
disquiet, that you'll contain contradictions in your own thought and
conduct. Perhaps why Whitman proclaimed: ‘I'm large, I contain multitudes.’
If you’re denied assimilation through dislocations of place, language, and social codes, don’t let your identity turn too narrow, for it’ll infect your inner life. Your life is a story you write each day with the difference that you cannot start over. In many ways, you’ll remain a function of your history and culture, past choices and events—not bad per se. But resist determinism, and avoid inherited notions of pride or kinship in things you did not choose: race, caste, socioeconomic station, culture, language, gender. Remain open to new affiliations based on your shifting views and subjective feelings. The burden of unexamined loyalties can become stifling; choosing the same with conscious clarity is a much different thing.
3. On history, subjective truth,
historians
‘To be ignorant of what occurred
before you were born,’ Cicero declared, ‘is to remain always a child. For
what is the worth of human life, unless it is woven into the life of our
ancestors by the records of history?’ A good historian begins with the
hard facts on public events and fragments of cultural life. But it takes
more than what can be taught to be a great historian. He must also possess
sensitivity, imagination, depth of perception, adequate distance, and that uncanny
ability to synthesize vast bits of knowledge, the kind found in great
novelists.
He must attempt to enter the society he studies, to
see the world as its members saw it, and understand, to the extent
possible, what it was like to live in it. He must examine the psychology,
morals, aspirations, and assumptions of ordinary people.
The conception of man as an actor, a
purposive being, moved by his own conscious aims as well as causal laws,
capable of unpredictable flights of thought and imagination, and of his
culture as created by his effort to achieve self-knowledge and control of
his environment in the face of material and psychic forces which he may
use but cannot evade—this conception lies at the heart of all truly
historical study.♣
The present indeed derives from the
past but its course remains ever fluid, non-linear, pliable yet unpredictable. However, it's not entirely a random walk in the
contingent—culture renders some steps likelier than others. People
come into a world, inherit ideas and traditions, project themselves in
time, and die. Cultures consist of ideas, beliefs, values that shape
people but people shape these same ideas, beliefs, values. In this sense,
it is simultaneously true that history creates people and that people
create history (in doing so, some are deemed great men, or villains). Inseparable from all narratives is a
particular instantiation of politics, identity, and culture. There's no
impartial and omniscient chronicler of events, no 'scientific' history.
Facts are one thing, their interpretation another; only the former can be
objective. As in Kurosawa's Rashomon, there are only particular
interpretations of most facts, which may, of course, coincide at times.
The louder or the more articulate frequently prevail.
We are
fortunate to have Herodotus' account of the ancient Greco-Persian war, an
account that nevertheless led the non-Athenians to declare its Athenian
author a father of lies.
‘What the historian says will,
however careful he may be to use purely descriptive language, sooner or
later convey his attitude. Detachment is itself a moral position. The use
of neutral language ('Himmler caused many persons to be asphyxiated')
conveys its own ethical tone.’♣ History
will continue to be rewritten, in response to new biases and grievances.
Howard Zinn, for instance, outlines his own approach in A People's
History of the United States,
... in telling the history of the United States ... we must not accept the
memory of states as our own. Nations are not communities [pretending to a
common interest] and never have been. The history of any country,
presented as the history of a family, conceals fierce conflicts of
interest between conquerors and conquered, masters and slaves, capitalists
and workers, dominators and dominated in race and sex. And in such a world
of conflict, a world of victims and executioners, it is the job of
thinking people ... not to be on the side of executioners.
Thus, in that inevitable taking of
sides which comes from selection and emphasis in history, I prefer to tell
the story of the discovery of America from the viewpoint of the Arawaks,
of the Constitution from the standpoint of the slaves, of Andrew Jackson
as seen by the Cherokees, of the Civil War as seen by the New York Irish,
of the rise of industrialism as seen by the young women in the Lowell
textile mills, of the Spanish American war as seen by the Cubans, the
conquest of Philippines as seen by the black soldiers on Luzon, the Gilded
Age as seen by southern farmers, the First World War as seen by the
socialists, the Second World War as seen by pacifists, the New Deal as
seen by blacks in Harlem, the postwar American empire as seen by the peons
in Latin America ... to the limited extent that any one person ... can
'see' history from the standpoint of others.
My point is not to grieve for the
victims and denounce the executioners. Those tears, that anger, cast into
the past, deplete our moral energy for the present. And the lines are not
always clear. In the long run, the oppressor is also a victim. In the
short run (and so far human history has consisted only of short runs), the
victims, themselves desperate ... turn on other victims ... as they are
jammed together into the boxcars of the system ...
In The Idea of History (1946), RG Collingwood wrote: ‘All
history is contemporary history: not in the ordinary sense of the word,
where contemporary history means the history of the comparatively recent
past, but in the strict sense: the consciousness of one’s own activity as
one actually performs it. History is thus the self-knowledge of the living
mind. For even when the events which the historian studies are events that
happened in the distant past, the condition of their being historically
known is that they should vibrate in the historian’s mind.’ Does this not
render the very idea of a bygone golden age problematic?
4. On art, truth, knowledge, solitude,
joy
The entire intellectual tradition of
the world is yours by birthright.♣ Read widely, learn how others have answered your questions. Read, as Kafka
said, ‘the kind of books that wound and stab us … that affect us like a
disaster, that grieve us deeply, like the death of someone we loved more
than ourselves, like being banished into forests far from everyone, like a
suicide. A book must be the axe for the frozen sea inside us.’
Homer the bard offered this
hard-won insight: It is always the latest song that an audience applauds
the most. Much of what masquerades as art today will fade into obscurity
tomorrow. All art is autobiographical, not in the sense of proximity to
events in the artist's life, but in being singular and subjective—as is
the truth and beauty one finds in art. Art transcends medium and technique.
It lies in the stories it tells, in the insight it reveals into the heart
of the matter. Great art reflects the very depth of our being and
experience.
While an art's form may remain tied to a cultural milieu, its
content can evoke universal appeal. Czeslaw Milosz however believes that
today ‘we
have become indifferent to content, and react, not even to form, but to
technique, to technical efficiency itself.’
Of a Manichean teacher, St. Augustine wrote, ‘What I had already been told
he presented with a smoother line—but how was serving things up in
fancier cups going to ease my thirst?’ This applies to art as well. Good
critics too are as rare as good artists—no degree of dullness or
imitation can safeguard a work against the determination of critics to
find it interesting.♣ Distrust the zeitgeist, its affiliations and yardsticks. Whenever you find
yourself on the side of the majority, Mark Twain said, it is time to pause
and reflect. Prefer understanding others to judging them. Eudora Welty
strived ‘not to point the finger in judgment but to part a curtain, that invisible
shadow that falls between people, the veil of indifference to each other's
presence, each other's wonder, each other's human plight.’
Recognize the output of unreason,
ignorance, naiveté or hokey sentiment; sincerity, effort, confidence,
craft or packaging rarely ever conceal a mediocre vision. Art is, and always was, at the service of man, wrote Achebe, our ancestors created their myths and told their stories for a human
purpose. But grant no points for merely trying—it is important to
be right, to employ both craft and authenticity. Do not idolize artists too
readily—probing may reveal a seamier side to their aesthetics. Can one
dislike an artist's everyday worldview but still like his work?♣ Question all orthodoxies, even the liberal, feel-good ones—truth alone
can set you free. Truth is rarely beautiful, says Gordimer, but the search
for it is. You can't be reluctant to give up your lie, and still tell the
truth.♣
§
Do not let your hubris trample,
without good reason, the harmless certitude, faith, and abstractions that
sustain others. Is a measure of ignorance,
forgetting, and blindness not necessary for us to make life tolerable?♣ As Raskolnikov
discovered, life, rooted in both fiction and fact, comes to take the place
of dialectics. Prefer integrity to mere truthfulness—the difference is
generosity. Careless words, or a lack of words at times, can render
the deepest hurt. Do not speak of your happiness to one less fortunate
than you.
Examine people's guiding principles:
what they avoid, what they pursue. Plutarch noted, ‘It isn't always in the
most distinguished achievements that men's virtues or vices may be best
discovered: but very often an action of small note, a short saying, or a
jest, shall distinguish a person's real character more than the greatest
sieges, or the most important battle.’ Distrust strong emotions, doubt
passionate conclusions. If commitment to a trade or cause seems onerous,
it's not bad per se. But if it's worth doing, it's worth doing it well.
Save for the rainy day, value good health, use your surpluses to acquire
time and choices.
Distrust your abstract, romantic love of humanity. The same
people who brought him fame, Voltaire felt, might come to witness his
execution some day.
So in a world where people promote their interests to the exclusion of
others’, keep a keen eye on your own and pay attention to the motivations of others.
Alexander the Great once seized a pirate. When the king asked the man what
he meant by keeping hostile possession of the sea, he answered with bold
pride, What
thou meanest by seizing the whole earth; but because I do it with a petty
ship, I am called a robber, whilst thou who dost it with a great fleet art
styled emperor.’♣ Thucydides’ insight remains timeless: ‘Right,
as the world goes, is only in question between equals in power, while the
strong do what they can and the weak suffer what they must.’ In
other words, the best protection from the powerful who are not wise is to be powerful
yourself.
§
Discover the joys of solitude. James Baldwin believed that the
artist actively cultivates that state which most men
avoid: the state of being alone. Yet solitude is less about being alone
than being in a state of alert calm. Nietzsche clarified, ‘Solitude
is / not pain but ripening – / For which the sun must be your friend.’ Do not strive to avoid the uncertain—the path of least
resistance isn’t too interesting and adversity may even build character. Rumi said, ‘do not seek water, seek thirst.’ Seneca noted, ‘we must leave
the crowd if we would be happy: for the question of a happy life is not to
be decided by vote.’ What next? should remain a question. Pursue knowledge
—not just information about this or that, but learning why things are the
way they are. Pay no less attention to eternal debates than current ones.
This’ll help you make better choices and accept failure with grace.
One school of thought however says: he
that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow. Another claims that it
makes the highs higher and the lows lower. Yet another maintains that
while clarity profits the intellect, it damages the will
— can a lucid and
self-aware mind lead a social revolution? Or produce the heroism of epic
imagination? Nirad Chaudhury wrote, ‘Thus, on the one hand, I have been
disenthralled by knowledge. On the other, I have believed to understand,
and have been rewarded with joy. I have found that to sit by the rivers of
Babylon is not necessarily to weep in Hebraic sorrow.’
Small everyday pleasures are not inferior to
grand narratives, celebrate them without being consumed by them. ‘... in the
small sensual joys, there is the hint of a larger, nobler satisfaction, a
joy that will endure to quench a deeper thirst, to feed a greater hunger.
There is yet another voice. Quiet and tranquil, yet persistent and
pervading, it has sought to be heard in the quiet moments of despair, in
the restless moments of anxiety,
as well as in the small but fleeting joys of
beauty and laughter. Pursue it we must! This is the voice of life, this
living, this wonder at being conscious, of seeing at every breath the
birth and death of possibility, of feeling resonance fleetingly,
vanishingly with the unhearable symphony of the universe, knowing as soon
as one hears it fleetingly that it will again be gone. This tranquil
wonder, this fleeting discovery and certain loss, is joy.’♣ Walker Percy once said, ‘the best despair and the beginning of hope is to
be conscious of despair in the very air we breathe, and to look around for
something better.’
5. On justice, pessimism, charity,
faith
The ends of men are many, wrote
Isaiah Berlin, and not all of them are in principle compatible with each
other; the possibility of conflict—and of tragedy—can never be wholly
eliminated from human life, either personal or social. Reduce your
misplaced guilt over wider social inequities but never ignore their
presence or impact. The lines are not always as clear as some insist; in
fact, their causes may lie embedded in a society's values, or in the very
makeup of the human animal. Don't let what you did not cause, or what you
cannot change, bring maudlin grief to you. But lack of clarity need
not foster indifference. What one can react to with greater clarity
is the willful abuse of authority, power, and public trust.
Unfairness may well be inseparable from life. The Teacher in Ecclesiastes 9:11 laments, ‘I
returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor
the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to
men of understanding, nor yet favor to men of skill; but time and chance
happeneth to them all.’ The gravest tragedy, Schopenhauer believed, occurs when ‘characters of
ordinary morality, under circumstances such as often occur, are so
situated with regard to each other that their position compels them,
knowingly and with their eyes open, to do each other the greatest injury,
without any one of them being entirely in the wrong.’ For a keener insight into justice, reflect on everyday events, culture and
history, the notion of rights and responsibility. It might help you
resurrect a moral universe upon the ashes of the absurd.
We exist, says Foucault, amid an
intricate web of power relations, in both public and private life. Besides
those that produce domination, other power relations often enable us to
come together to live, work, play, and wherein we accept varying degrees
of subordination—what we accept lies in the subjective realm, individual
and collective. Since no social arrangement can avoid unequal power
relations, the struggle for social justice is not to be waged in the
name of an ideal, 'true', universal justice, nor to provoke all unequal
power relations, but against those that produce resentful domination.
Yet, the road to changing the world
begins within you. Should it also end within you, for when you change the
way you see the world, you change the world? Or is this sophistic
reasoning? Here is a terrific exercise: if you were omnipotent, what
changes would you make to make a better world? There may be enough 'going
wrong' but avoid the mushy, carping, chic variety of pessimism—it'll
only fill you up with resentments, make you rant and rave at what others
do, or fail to do, perhaps even become the reason for your not taking
charge of your own life. Herzen believed that to assume such a stance with regard to the world is ♣
... not merely vanity—it is
immense cowardice ... fear of discovering the truth makes many prefer
suffering to analysis. Pain distracts, absorbs, comforts ... yes, yes, it
comforts, and above all, like every occupation, it prevents men from
looking into themselves, into life ... The
pessimists, and the optimists ... [are] brothers under the skin, equally
motivated by a secret fear of confronting the fact that they are not
central to the cosmic scheme of things and equally cavalier in their
disregard for evidence that does not suit their purposes ... [the
pessimists] are just as stubbornly egotistical as monks who can stand any
privations, but never forget themselves, their personality, the reward.
[Herzen tells a pessimistic idealist] You believe that there is no
salvation for the world except along the paths you have found ...
[pessimistic idealists] are besides themselves with anger because life
does not obey their haughty commands, their private whims. You, for
instance, expected from life something quite different from what it gave
you; instead of appreciating what it has given, you are angry with it.
[You are irritated] because nations don't fulfill the conception that is
dear and clear to you, because they are unable to save themselves with the
weapons you offer them and to cease suffering. [These are the] tantrums of
a sulky lover ... why do you think that the nation is obliged to fulfill
your conception and not its own, and precisely at this time and not
another? [This] didactic, pontifical attitude ... casts us for the stock
role of the disillusioned.
I am neither a pessimist, nor an
optimist; I watch, I examine, without any preconceived notion, without any
prepared idealism, and I am in no hurry to reach a verdict ... I prize
every fleeting pleasure, every minute of joy, for there are fewer and
fewer of them ... I should not say that my present point of view is a
particularly consoling one, but I have grown calmer; I have stopped being
angry with life because it does not give what it cannot give.
§
How does compassion
relate to the moral? Both often share a common source: seeing in others
our own human essence (is there a worthier basis for morality?). Charity done with the hopeful logic, ‘if
only more people sacrificed more drops it’d make an ocean!’ is often naïve
(like the belief that the good will get their reward in this world); but
there’s no virtue in withholding it either, citing this logic as
justification. Embrace this thought: small differences are all you'll
likely ever make, and that’s not bad at all. Weigh your ambition
to be celebrated for a work of art against the quiet anonymity of gestures
that soothe suffering and sorrow in a microcosm. Consider those
who, without pomp or sweat, remain frequently selfless. Discern genuine
need from kindly appraisals. An
unequivocal moral imperative
is to help ease, whenever possible, the suffering caused by human
catastrophes: mass starvation, epidemics, natural disasters.
Religion has two faces as
illustrated by these two viewpoints: a) ‘Men
never do evil so completely and cheerfully as when they do it from
religious conviction’♣ b) ‘Religion,
opium for the people. To those suffering pain, humiliation, illness, and
serfdom, it promised a reward in an afterlife. And now we are witnessing a
transformation. A true opium for the people is a belief in nothingness
after death—the huge solace of thinking that for our betrayals, greed, cowardice,
murders we are not going to be judged.’♣ And
while faith may flourish in many forms, with the demise of tolerance,
saintliness dies.
Mahatma Gandhi once
said to an Englishman, ‘I
like your Christ, I do not like your Christians; your Christians are so
unlike your Christ.’
6. On society, politics, economics
Society, like language, implies
change. Glorifying past generations from postmodern nostalgia is suspect—their imagined virtues may be phantoms of our mind. This is nothing new;
people throughout history have glorified a 'golden past', perhaps in
response to the perceived decadence of their own age. Horace sang: ‘Our
fathers, viler than our grandfathers, begot us who are even viler, and we
shall bring forth a progeny more degenerate still.’ But the truth is that
those who lived before
were not, on average, more happy or just. At best, they were more
innocent, led simpler lives rooted in nature and tradition, and had fewer
needs and aspirations. They also died early and randomly, believed in
witches and demons, and led fearful, stunted lives suffused with unholy
ignorance. View change as a natural law. Even the idea of universal human
equality is subject to change. Equality of what: rights, opportunities,
results? The answers span the political spectrum.
Power
is something of which there is no innocence this side of the womb♣—an
insight shared by the
Hellenistic Greeks, the Hindus, the Buddhists, the mystics, and the
Christians. They cautioned against the vile, irrational forces humans were
seen to succumb to easily and emphasized the dangers of inflating egoistic
aspirations in men: lust for power, glory, fame, acquisition, achievement. This perhaps
sprang from disquieting observations of the kind that compel bored
children, on a perfectly good summer afternoon, to combine forces to
torture the cat. They focused on spiritual rather than political philosophy.
Their stance was patently defensive—better
to discourage egotistical individualism than to suffer its unsavory
excesses (and thereby also forego any common good that may come of it).
The task of political philosophy then is to propose systematic models for
ordering society in light of the Hobbesian instincts of man.
The Enlightenment began admirably by liberating men from despotic rulers,
slavery, and serfdom, reducing superstition, the abject hold of religion,
and creating the notion of human rights—its
legacy is evident in present day social struggles. Inspired in part by the newly
acquired scientific method, it also suggested that history can have a
design, that it can converge to a universal civilization where men would
come to acquire the same values, only error and prejudice block the path
to the perfect society. It nurtured the ideas of linear progress and 'perfectibility' of man. People can live by reason alone, once they give up superstition and
fanaticism; mathematics and natural science will ultimately yield
solutions to the moral, social, political and economic problems of
humankind; scientific and 'objective' principles can steer history towards
compatible, rational ends. Many contend that such urges underlie communism
and numerous other excesses of secular faith. An immoderate love of social ideals, particularly in the name
of progress or reason, often breeds its own tyrannies.
Romanticism rebelled against the ideological
optimism of the Enlightenment: none can live by reason alone; people are also
shaped by their roots, homeland,
experiences, ties of blood and marriage, temperament and tradition—and other submerged suprarational forces integral to humans—which
inform their various, at times, incommensurate ends.
The logic of science does not extend to human behavior, nor can anyone
truly understand another. 'Values are not discovered, they are created;
not found, but made by an act of imaginative, creative will, as works of
art, as policies, plans, patterns of life are created.' Diversity calls
for celebration; there is merit in the
age-old corporate solidarities and cultural mores by which human society holds together. It
championed plurality of values, cultural history, and rejected the
evaluation of civilizations by a single yardstick. This was a blow to the
central Western belief thus far—religious or secular—that true human values are universal, immutable, timeless, that a perfect
society was, in principle, realizable. Alas, in preaching tolerance for the diversity of values and aspirations, Romanticism, at times, swung towards extreme forms of relativism,
nationalism, chauvinism and irrationalism.
We’re the children of both the
Enlightenment and Romanticism, shift back and forth between them.
Mine-fields lie at the extremes of each.
The artist ought to tread
the middle ground, survey the fault lines
In his celebrated works, Dostoevsky rationally interrogated the Reason of the Enlightenment, effectively asking, to use Foucault’s words:
‘What is this Reason that we use? What are its historical effects ... limits ...
dangers? How can we exist as rational beings, fortunately committed to
practicing a rationality that is unfortunately crisscrossed by intrinsic
dangers? [This question is] both central and extremely difficult to
resolve. In addition, if it is extremely dangerous to say that Reason is
the enemy that should be eliminated, it is just as dangerous to say that
any critical questioning of this rationality risks sending us into
irrationality.’♣ Only the exercise of reason, for instance, reveals the dangers in schemes
that aim to rationalize society (or our conduct).
Here are some worthy quotes:
Those who believe that final truths may be reached, that there is some ideal order of life on earth which may be attained, will, however benevolent their desires, however pure their hearts, however noble and disinterested their ideals, always end by repressing and destroying human beings in their march toward the Promised Land. [Isaiah Berlinā£]
Too often the excessive pursuit of one ideal leads to the
exclusion of others, perhaps all others; in our eagerness to realize
justice we come to forget charity, and a passion for righteousness has
made many a man hard and merciless. There is, indeed, no ideal the pursuit
of which will not lead to disillusion; chagrin waits at the end for all
who take this path. Every admirable ideal has its opposite, no less
admirable. Liberty or order, justice or charity, spontaneity or
deliberateness, principle or circumstance, self or others, these are the
kinds of dilemma with which this form of the moral life is always
confronting us, making us see double by directing us always to abstract
extremes, none of which is wholly desirable. [Michael Oakeshott ♣]
... each man hears and understands the promptings of some
allegiances more clearly than others. As the ancient Greek well knew, to
honor Artemis might entail the neglect of Aphrodite ... That there should
be many such [moral] languages in the world, some perhaps with familial
likenesses in terms of which there may be profitable exchange of
expressions, is intrinsic to their character. This plurality cannot be
resolved by being understood as so many contingent and regrettable
divergences from a fancied perfect and universal language of moral
intercourse (a law of God, a utilitarian ‘critical’ morality, or a
so-called ‘rational morality’). But it is hardly surprising that such a
resolution should have been attempted: human beings are apt to be
disconcerted unless they feel themselves to be upheld by something more
substantial than the emanations of their own contingent imaginations. This
unresolved plurality teases the monistic yearnings of the muddled
theorist, it vexes a moralist with ecumenical leanings, and it may
disconcert [one who looks] ... for uncontaminated ‘rational’ principles
out of which to make it. [Michael Oakeshott ♣]
Pluralism without relativism,♣ then, seems like a compelling political attitude. It admits the
multiplicity of ideas, beliefs, values, yet does not call them equivalent.
But debate inevitably continues on the boundaries between pluralism and
relativism. The best kind of politics strives to mitigate the tyranny of
groups against groups but with room enough for them to pursue their own
idiosyncratic ends. Even so, if some values in a plural society prove
incompatible, tragedy may be unavoidable (e.g., theocratic vs. secular,
fascist vs. egalitarian). History warns against radical social
experiments: better the change and progress attained via local negotiation,
awareness and activism. Sociopolitical change is best when organic— rising from the bottom rather than imposed from the top—the odds of
assimilation improve dramatically. Representative rule, transparent and accountable, backed by law
enforcement and a judiciary, i.e., democracy, may well be the least
imperfect political system for modern, plural societies. Yet, can it be
imported and made to flourish in not yet fertile terrain?
Can any of these be a primary end: liberty, equality,
justice? All
three cannot be realized in full measure simultaneously. In practice,
‘people who want to govern themselves must choose how much liberty,
equality, and justice they seek and how much they can let go. The price of
a free society is that sometimes, perhaps often, we make bad choices.’♣ Choice in a free society is inherently tragic—not all desirable virtues can coexist in full measure. Take choices in the
economic realm for instance. We now widely approve of (economic)
inequality to better accommodate current notions of liberty and justice.
§
‘Wealth, as Mr. Hobbes says, is power,’ admitted Adam Smith. JM Keynes noted, ‘[Capitalism]
is not a success. It is not intelligent, it is not beautiful, it is not
just, it is not virtuous ... [it] is the astounding belief that the most
wickedest of men will do the most wickedest of things for the greatest
good of everyone ... In short, we dislike it, and we are beginning to despise it. But when we
wonder what to put in its place, we are extremely perplexed.’ Here are more worthy quotes:
Competition, heralded by Adam Smith ... is still the
dominant idea of our time. I wish here to notice the fallacies involved in
the current arguments on the subject. In the first place, it is assumed
that all competition is a competition for existence, that this struggle
for existence is a law of nature, and that therefore all human
interference with it is wrong. To that I answer that the whole meaning of
civilization is interference with this brute struggle. Society strives to
modify the violence of the fight, and to prevent the weak from being
trampled under foot ... Competition, no doubt, has its uses ... progress
comes chiefly from ... external pressure which forces men to exert
themselves. But we must distinguish between competition in production and
competition in distribution. For the struggle of men to outvie one another
in production is beneficial ... their struggle over the division of the
joint produce is not. The stronger side will dictate its own terms
... [Arnold Toynbee ♣]
The objection ordinarily made to a system of community of property and
equal distribution of the produce, that each person would be incessantly
occupied in evading his fair share of the work, points, undoubtedly, to a
real difficulty. But those who urge this objection forget to how great an
extent the same difficulty exists under the system on which nine tenths of
the business of society is now conducted. The objection supposes that
honest and efficient labor is only to be had from those who are themselves
individually to reap the benefit of their own exertions. But how small a
part of all labor performed in England, from the lowest paid to the
highest is done by persons working for their own benefit. [John Stuart
Mill]
Democracy and capitalism have very different beliefs about the proper
distribution of power. One believes in a completely equal distribution of
political power, ‘one man, one vote’, while the other believes that it is
the duty of the economically fit to drive the unfit out of business and
into economic extinction. ‘Survival of the fittest’ and inequalities in
purchasing power is what capitalist efficiency is all about. [Lester
Thurow ♣]
The bird’s eye view today records
fast proliferating playing-fields in every sphere of human life. Competition
draws humans closer to the state of nature where the strong exploit the
weak. It is the penchant of the strong to
pitch competition as a virtue. While it does promote material progress and
human achievement, competition also imposes new burdens on society; it
injects disparities and related strife. Its adverse impact can be mitigated with
a leveling of opportunity and a safety net—slowing down to convey more
people to wherever history is going. Is this a humane and decent thing to
do? It may well be necessary for peace and social order. On this matter,
JK Galbraith sees the conservatives of his adopted country ‘engaged in one of
man's oldest exercises in moral philosophy; that is, the search for a
superior moral justification for selfishness.’
It is fanciful to think that ‘class struggle, rational
planning, peasant revolutions, economic growth, the welfare state,
decolonization, or even democratization would provide ultimate solutions
to the age-old problems of politics.’♣ At the end of the day, the most precious social asset is a 'sober decency'
in public life—hard
to acquire, easy to lose. How secure can human rights
remain, for instance, without the virtues of tolerance and kindness?
7. On human dignity, human rights,
personal responsibility
A good question to ask is: where do
human dignity and human rights come from? Coetzee reminds us in his Essays on Censorship that human dignity itself is,
... a foundational fiction to which
we more or less wholeheartedly subscribe, a fiction that may well be
indispensable for a just society, namely, that human beings have a dignity
that sets them apart from animals and consequently protects them from
being treated like animals ... [it] helps to define humanity and the
status of humanity helps to define human rights ... an affront to our
dignity strikes at our rights. Yet when, outraged at such affront, we
stand on our rights and demand redress, we would do well to remember how
insubstantial the dignity is on which those rights are based ...
Human dignity is a human construct; its prehistoric roots perhaps lie in the universal
human aversion to pain and humiliation. Animals too suffer, but humans,
with their superior consciousness and cognition, could act to reduce it.
When they did so collectively, a notion of human dignity was implicitly
adopted—the birth of civilization. The edifice of rights was built upon this
foundation of dignity. The right to life is the earliest of human rights.
Notably, the Hindus, the Buddhists, and the Jains extended this right to
animals too, unlike the Greco-Romans and the monotheists. The equality of
the right to life is a more recent idea and a higher order abstraction
still. ‘A
secular defense of human rights depends on the idea of moral reciprocity:
that we cannot conceive of any circumstances in which we or anyone we know
would wish to be abused in mind or body.’♣
Human rights today include the equality of
the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. Without a 'higher' or objective truth to derive human rights from, all depends on a
peoples' gallant embrace of principles. How wondrous, then, to contemplate
our distance from our cannibalistic past, a past that has been recorded on
all continents! Yet rights
can be easily undermined by centrifugal traits in human nature (rooted as
it is in the animal kingdom and worsened swiftly by sociopolitical
turmoil), or by autocrats in the name of culture, order or tradition. In
fact, consensus on precisely what rights all humans deserve in a world
with a diversity of histories, remains unsettled. Then there are practical
challenges—how do we match the high-minded language of universal rights with equally
high-minded enforcement? What do we make of those who consent to being
abused in mind or body, cease to think of it as abuse, and settle for
other benefits?
The exercise of rights and freedom can also
get divorced from personal responsibility—a dangerous condition. In his
keenly observant and prophetic work, The Revolt of the Masses,
Ortega y Gassett wrote in the 1920s that life in the modern West ‘as a
program of possibilities [for all] is magnificent, exuberant, superior to
all others known to history. But by the very fact that its scope is
greater, it has overflowed all the channels, principles, norms, ideals
handed down by tradition.’ Furthermore, our age is stamped by the arrival of the self-satisfied,
indocile, mass-man, a drifter without history, saved from the
pre-modern age's harsh life and exacting gods. He now sees no need to make
real demands on himself, wants and receives as entitlement all the rights,
freedoms and comforts of the modern age but accepts none of the
obligations, limits and standards vital to civilized life. Even the modern
professional who leads the mass-man behaves no better outside his
narrow domain. Ortega y Gassett called this a vertical
invasion of the barbarians ... as if through the trapdoors ... the
commonplace mind knowing itself to be commonplace, has the assurance to
proclaim the rights of the commonplace and to impose them wherever it
will.’ Kierkegaard cynically quipped, ‘people demand freedom of speech as a
compensation for the freedom of thought which they never use.’
This drift in modern culture towards the least
common denominator is perhaps what today makes many perceive in it a
strong sense of decadence. ‘We are witnessing the gigantic spectacle of
innumerable human lives wandering about lost in their own labyrinths,
through not having anything to which to give themselves.’♣ Fearful of the worst, many artists adopt humorless, neo-luddite attitudes. They say that modernity has ushered in a more abrasive social
milieu, that science and technology has given more power to man than he can
handle with grace; they glorify the past out of postmodern nostalgia. But
aren't the imagined virtues of the past only phantoms of our mind? We can
learn from the past but we cannot go back to reclaim it; our unique age
must find its own destiny. Let us recall this cautiously optimistic verse by
the 6th century BCE Greek poet, Xenophanes of Colophon,
The gods did not enrich man
with a knowledge of all things
from the beginning of life.
Yet man seeks, and in time
invents what may be better.
8. On the yin and yang
The dichotomy between an urbane
intellectual and an animal in lust is an ancient one. Meditate on the
nature of appetite, infatuation, loneliness, boredom, jealousy, affection,
trust. Sometimes you’ll crave to be asexual, at other times you may find
your bit of paradise in the other. For greater peace of mind, minimize
ownership of lovers. Loneliness is not a state of grace; but learn to be
graceful when alone. Some of the most intense moments of rapture are
solitary, as are those of wretchedness. Libido is abrasive; it’ll often
embarrass you with its demands. Lighten up, for it also makes the most
universal of comedies!
Of all the things that make life
entirely happy, wrote Epicurus, much the greatest is the possession of
friendship. Recognize the precious in your relationships: that which is freely given and taken,
and the not so precious: expectations and demands prompted by personal insecurities. Predictability and comfort too have intangible costs; in reality, there’ll
be a cost to whatever choices you make, the tricky part is estimating it
prudently and handling it with grace. Few can escape ‘the incompleteness
of life, its inherent messiness, the necessity of making do.’ Orwell once
wrote,
The essence of being human [rather
than a saint] is that one does not seek perfection, that one is sometimes
willing to commit sins for the sake of loyalty, that one does not push
asceticism to the point where it makes friendly intercourse impossible,
and that one is prepared in the end to be defeated and broken up by life,
which is the inevitable price of fastening one's love upon other human
individuals.
‘Physical pleasure is a sensual
experience no different from pure seeing or the pure sensation with which
a fine fruit fills the tongue; it is a great unending experience, which is
given us, a knowing of the world, the fullness and the glory of all
knowing. And not our acceptance of it is bad; the bad thing is that most
people misuse and squander this experience and apply it as a stimulant at
the tired spots of their lives and as distraction instead of a rallying
toward exalted moments.’ That’s Rilke in an expansive mood.
‘The curse which lies upon marriage
is that too often the individuals are joined in their weakness rather than
in their strength — each asking from the other instead of finding pleasure
in giving. It is even more deceptive to dream of gaining through the child
a plenitude, a warmth, a value, which one is unable to create for oneself;
the child brings joy only to the woman who is capable of disinterestedly
desiring the happiness of another, to one who, without being wrapped up in
self, seeks to transcend her own existence.’ That’s Simone de Beauvoir in
an expansive mood. In a sense, ‘the child’ is also figurative.
Pythagoras of Samos once teased a
man who took great care to keep his body in a flourishing condition and to
pamper it constantly, ‘Thou art not lazy in building thy prison and making
thy fetter as strong as possible.’ Epictetus said, ‘No man is free who is
not master of himself.’ How often are we held hostage by our tortured
sexuality, wallowing in heady passions, games and rituals built around
mating — slaves to the pleasure zones and biological functions of the
body. Genuine hedonism is demanding; it thrives alongside tranquility,
joy, health, humor; its primary source is the mind rather than the body.
According to Epicurus,
When we say that pleasure is the
goal, we mean ... being neither pained in the body nor troubled in the
soul ... it is not possible to live pleasurably without living sensibly
and nobly and justly. A just man is least troubled but an unjust man is
loaded with troubles ... the pleasant life is produced not by a string of
drinking-bouts and revelries, nor by the enjoyment of boys and women, nor
by fish and other items on an expensive menu, but by sober reasoning.
Finally, distrust all self-righteous
counsel on this topic. A seemingly dismayed Saint Augustine noted, ‘at
times, without intention, the body stirs on its own, insistent. At other
times, it leaves a straining lover in the lurch, and while desire sizzles
in the imagination, it is frozen in the flesh.’ From this loss of unison,
of the will and intellect, none are immune. He is also known to have sent
a priest and a monk, accused of homosexuality, to pray and receive God's
judgment while telling his parishioners to suspend judgment where they do
not know the secret of others' souls.
9. On the greatest wonder A worthy counter-cultural act is
chasing clarity of thought and purpose. To better understand what it means
to be human,
reflect on the timeless stories across civilizations. The greatest wonder of all, observed
Yudhisthara, is that each day death strikes, and we live as though we were
immortal. Yet most of us remain too immersed in,
nay drugged by, the perennial minutiae of existence. ‘Like a rustic at a fair, we are full of
amazement and rapture, and have no thought of going home, or that it will
soon be night.’♣ Few wonder
that they are as they are, that they are there at all, and oh so
ephemeral. Lucid wonder is indeed the fount of beauty and joy, mistaken
often for a titillation of instinct. Joy springs from a particular quality of life, a
state of mind, an attitude.
The cradle rocks above an abyss,
wrote Nabokov, ‘and commonsense tells us that our existence is but a brief
crack of light between two eternities of darkness. Although the two are
identical twins, man, as a rule, views the prenatal abyss with more calm
than the one he is heading for (at some forty-five hundred heartbeats an
hour).’ The variety of responses peoples and cultures have had to this
abyss is quite fascinating. Here is, for instance, a mystical fragment
from the Canaanite epic, The Legend of Keret, written c.1500 BCE:
Grand the plans of gods and man,
But when the day is done
Bones broadly scattered in the sun,
For ironic Moira* the fray hath won.
And naught remains for Apollo's
progeny,
But to sing her praise, In comic agony.
[* Fate, or the will of the gods]
And this
advice to Gilgamesh, the great king of Uruk in ancient Mesopotamia who did
not want to die. The king is overcome with sorrow when his dear friend
Enkidu, who had accompanied him in many heroic ventures, dies. It is then
he resolves to undertake an arduous journey in search of immortality. The
legend, committed to writing c.2200 BCE, is based on the historical figure
of Gilgamesh who ruled southern Iraq c.2700 BCE. The story was extant
throughout the ancient near east for over two thousand years.
Remember always, mighty king, that
gods decreed the fates of all
many years ago. They alone are to be
eternal, while we frail humans die
as you yourself must someday do.
What is best for us to do is now to
sing and dance.
Relish warm food and cool drinks.
Cherish children to whom your love
gives life.
Bathe easily in sweet, refreshing
waters.
Play joyfully with your chosen wife.
It is the will of the gods for you
to smile
on simple pleasure in the leisure time of
your short days.
The Carvaka, or the materialistic school of heterodox
Indian philosophy of mid-first millennium BCE, embraced religious
indifferentism, skepticism, and logical fatalism. The soul is only the body
qualified by intelligence. It has no existence apart from the body, only
this world exists, there is no beyond—the Vedas
are a cheat; they serve to make men submissive through fear and rituals.
Nature is indifferent to good and evil; history does not bear witness to
Divine Providence. Pleasure and pain are the central facts of life. Virtue
and vice are not absolute but mere social conventions. The Carvaka suggested,
While life is yours, live joyously;
None can escape Death's searching eye:
When once this frame of ours they burn,
How shall it e'er again return?
Here is another message from the Roman Emperor and Stoic Marcus Aurelius' Meditations—a
private diary he kept in Greek in his last years (d. 180 CE) during long
stretches on campaign along the marshlands of the Danube fighting the
German tribes, and which came on the heels of a devastating plague in Rome
that raged on for years. For a man who lived without hope, his personal
nobility and dedication have seemed remarkable to many.
Think continually how many physicians are
dead after often fretting over the sick; and how many astrologers after
predicting with great pretensions the deaths of others; and how many
philosophers after endless discourses on death or immortality; how many
heroes after killing thousands; and how many tyrants who have used their
power over men's lives with terrible insolence as if they were immortal;
and how many cities are entirely dead, so to speak, Helice and Pompeii and
Herculaneum, and innumerable others. Add to the total all whom you have
known, one after another. One man after burying another has been laid out
dead, and another buries him: and all this in a short time. To conclude,
always observe how ephemeral human things are, and what was yesterday a
little mucus tomorrow will be a mummy or ashes. Pass then through this
little space of time in the way of nature, and end your journey in contentment, just as an olive falls off when it is ripe ...
An empty pageant; a stage play; flocks of sheep,
herds of cattle; a tussle of spearmen; a bone flung among a pack of curs;
a crumb tossed into a pond of fish; ants, loaded and laboring; mice,
scared and scampering; puppets, jerking on their strings—that is life.
In the midst of it all you must take your stand, good-temperedly and
without disdain, yet always aware that a man's worth is no greater than
the worth of his preoccupations.
10. On skepticism, science,
metaphysics, morality, self-knowledge
It is proper to doubt, said the
Buddha, ‘do not be led by Holy Scriptures, or by mere logic or inference,
or by appearances, or by the authority of religious teachers. But when you
realize that something is unwholesome and bad for you, give it up. And
when you realize that something is wholesome and good for you, do it.’
Truths are a means to crossover. Do not hold on to them from habit once
you’ve arrived. As the Buddha put it, ‘when you come to a river in your
path, build a boat to assist you. When you’re across, leave the boat
behind. This is the best use for it, as it is for all truths. Be prepared
to let go of even the most profound insight or the most wholesome
teaching. Be a lamp to yourself. Be your own confidence. Hold to the truth
within yourself, as to the only truth.’
Two thousand years later, Descartes
concurred: ‘If you would be a real seeker after truth, it is necessary
that at least once in your life you doubt, as far as possible, all
things.’ Voltaire added, ‘Doubt
is not a pleasant condition but certainty is an absurd one.’ Chuang-tzu,
the Chinese Taoist master, philosopher and comedian of the fourth-century
BCE, described his moment of comic doubt:
Once Chuang-tzu dreamt that he was a
butterfly, fluttering around, happy with himself, absolutely carefree. He
didn't know that he was Chuang-tzu. Suddenly he woke up: there he was in
the flesh, unmistakably Chuang-tzu. But he didn't know if he was
Chuang-tzu who had just dreamt that he was a butterfly, or a butterfly now
dreaming that he was Chuang-tzu.
An ancient, anonymous Indian poet
said, ‘The sages who have searched their hearts with wisdom / know that
which is, is kin to that which is not.’ Feelings complement reason—most
personal 'truths' spring from a private synthesis. A sincere, good-humored
self-justification of our choices is more practical than a (futile) search
for eternal standards; our lot cannot be understood from an absolute
standpoint outside the limits of experience.
Most voyages of the mind
you should navigate on your own, utilizing, of course, the best counsel on
board. There are no shortcuts
— the
discovery of purpose and meaning, or its lack thereof, is each thinking
person’s hard road; discipline and focus are essential on this journey.
Moral ambiguity is less of a
disadvantage than is lack of examination. There is no contradiction in
believing that morality is subjective while searching for a binding one
for your own personal use. The sciences greatly further self-knowledge but
face a seemingly ‘unbridgeable gulf between is questions and ought questions.’♣ Metaphysics,
on the other hand, is a larger inquiry for purpose and meaning in the
light of the sciences, and in the light of everyday experiences. It
constitutes ideas, beliefs, values that have, at
times, profoundly shaped the course of not only private lives but of
entire civilizations. It
attempts a broad interpretation of reality that science cannot
provide; it answers perennial questions: how to live? what to believe in?
what to strive for?
But metaphysical systems—whether
revealed-orthodox, mystical-spiritual, or 'rational'—don't make it any
easier by furthering divergent conclusions and recipes: pleasure or virtue,
self or others, observation or action, temporal or spiritual, pessimism or
optimism, self-effacement or self-assertion. Except when a system
contradicts empirical data, can we objectively pronounce one superior to
another? What one promotes or adopts depends on subjective factors: one's culture, experiences, psychological makeup, etc. This applies
even to the so-called rational metaphysicians (for
e.g., Schopenhauer, Nietzsche and Herzen furthered vastly different
prescriptions♣). Objective assessment is impossible without an established, or agreed upon,
existential purpose or end.
The eleventh-century Persian Sufi al-Ghazali concluded (as
did Pascal) that persistent inquiry leads to total skepticism. Beyond
universal, verifiable truths, metaphysics becomes kin
to balm, poetry, music, "a language game without a final answer ".♣ Philosophy, then, is nothing but ‘a battle against the bewitchment
of our intelligence by means of language.’♣ For our own interconnected world, is there a set of ideas, beliefs, values —a secular morality and the institutions to safeguard it —that ought to
be promoted universally, and the rest left alone in the interests of
truth, liberty, diversity? This is perhaps what animates the recurrent
'pluralism vs. relativism' and the 'Enlightenment vs. Romanticism'
debates.
§
Life, says Erasmus's Folly, is theater: we each have lines
to say and a part to play. One kind of actor, recognizing that he is in a
play, will go on playing nevertheless; another kind of actor, shocked to
find he is participating in an illusion, will try to step off the stage
and out of the play. The second actor is mistaken. For there is nothing
outside the theater, no alternative life one can join instead. The show
is, so to speak, the only show in town. All one can do is to go on playing
one's part, though perhaps with a new awareness, a comic awareness. [—JM
Coetzee]
Know Thyself,
read the inscription on the frieze of the temple of Apollo at Delphi.
Self-knowledge enables us to also accept the world as it really is, in all its
tainted splendor. Our transience and cosmic insignificance become part of
our bones, then cease to be tragic. We become one with this world of
perennial change, gaining relief from undue anxiety over personal destiny
and sentimental bonds. We begin to watch and marvel at the theater of our
lives. We begin to court the serene and joyful, amid all the clamor of the
world. The man who is aware of himself, wrote Virginia Woolf, is
henceforward independent; and he is never bored, and life is only too
short, and he is steeped through and through with a profound yet temperate
happiness.
Whatever choices you make, stay
intellectually nimble and honest; seek new learning and learn from your
mistakes but do not habitually depend on others to improve
your lot. As Camus said, ‘if one decides not to opt out of the
exasperating mystery of creation by committing suicide, one should cram as
much lyrical experience as possible into one’s existence.’ Live
consciously—worldly yet above saccharine sentiment—alert to the motive forces in
private and social lfe and your limited time on earth. ‘Life's splendor
forever lies in wait about each one of us in all its fullness, but veiled
from view, deep down, invisible ... But it is there, not hostile, not
reluctant, not deaf. If you summon it by the right word, by its right
name, it will come.’♣
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